Why is people sometimes lazy? The same person sometimes works harder. What makes us being lazy? One of reason is vagueness. We are lazy when we do not know what we should do or how we should do. How about you?
As for me, I am lazy when I am afraid of happening the things I do not want to happen. Something like, what if I spend several hours to analyze something, and get anything? I am afraid of getting anything, even when I spend several hours and effort. That sometime prevents me from taking actions.
When I am lazy, my mind is busy, looking for something to do. But it does not work. So many variable, uncertain prevent me from what I really should do, which makes me rush. But I can not do, and which makes me rush more.
I remember, I read someone says ‘Lazy person does not feel his laziness’ Lazy person do not think they are lazy. That is true. If you want to do what you really should do. Let’s say you are not lazy person. But there is still different from efficient.
Making mistake is bad? No. People sometimes do make mistake. But, If we do not change after making mistake, that should be not good. We have to analyze why we made mistakes. And do something to prevent further mistakes. I did terrible mistake today. This happen unexpectedly, but the problem was always there. I needed to change before the problem showed up.
I do make mistake, more than usual people do. When I made mistake I feel the guilty. I feel I am nothing. I can not contribute to the society. I am not I can not trust me. I turned 30 last year. I do not have time to make mistakes. It is not time to correct mistakes. I should work properly.
What I have done is done. It is time to stop worrying and do something. Write down what I made mistake, why I made mistake, and how I did (do or will) fix, analyze the mistake is most important. I am going to take measure to prevent further mistakes. Sometime talking with someone who you can really rely on works well. I need to talk. We usually realize how small mistake can grow the disaster, and almost all mistake could avoid beforehand. Lets go to sleep earlier today, let’s challenge tomorrow again. Thank you for your attention.