Mere making a decision.

For the most of writer, who is not professional, the hardest part of writing is getting start. Does anyone disagree with this? I had the last lecture yesterday from my writing tutor who I personally hired. I have been taught how to write in English. Even though I am living in the U.S., it is hard to find good writing tutor because writing is not easy, even for journalists, the best seller authors. And teachers need to understand fully their own language and have variety of choice to express the ideas. Native speaker usually does not, because speaking native language is not skill which is acquired intentionally. How much grammatical knowledge do you have about your mother tongue?

As I told here before, a good teacher can do 2 things

  1. She can tell you what the student needs to work on now.
  2. She can find the best assignment for student.

So, a good teacher knows what the student level is, and then can give him the appropriate task to get to next level. If teacher asks you easy job all the time, she might not be a good teacher. If teacher gives you hard job you are not able to manage always, she is not a good teacher.

My tutor gives me good materials from variety from web site, articles, text books, and so on. She always keeps me busy. She did not give me easy task, too much time, and cheap flattering.

On the last lecture, we worked on the discussion about women workforce. Since I have been interested in the different between women workforce in the U.S. and Japan, and I am also interested in work life balance, we worked on the article about women workforce from the Economist.

My point is that Japan needs the new type of leader like Tomoko Namba, who is CEO of DeNA. The women can change the way of working, even the thought about working and productivity. She is very hardworking lady and also never gives up family.

This paragraph is the work from last lecture.

『The problem is that the culture of Japanese companies has not changed especially for women workers. One of hint of solution we have is the experience of Tomoko Namba who is the CEO of DeNA. She previously worked at McKinsey, which means DeNA has very hard working culture. However, Tomoko Namba changed after she had her son. She is still hard working, but she has a different point of view about the work life balance. And then, Tomoko Namba changed the culture in DeNA. DeNA became more flexible for women workers. I believe these kinds of success stories need to happen more in Japan. DeNA can be the model for better work place conditions in Japan.』

The reference

1.Holding back half the nation

http://www.economist.com/news/briefing/21599763-womens-lowly-status-japanese-workplace-has-barely-improved-decades-and-country

This week, I was thinking about making a decision because I AM MAKING. Making a decision is not only to choose something, but also to throw some possibility or change away simultaneously. That’s why making decision is hard. People are easy to forget, we can only live the life only one time as far as that is our experience. If you choose one from both two look equally good option, we still see difficulty to make a decision. We know both are fairly good, both make you happy, and then, why are we afraid chose one? It is because our brain focuses on what we might lose.

I am not afraid anymore because God would lead me to the best way, and I have never chosen wrong path so far thanks to him. Let’s finish the work I have in the U.S. before I leave.

It’s time to read.

Since I have moved new place, I finally find time to read. For me, it is very important to read something. I like to read. I read books in English which is my foreign language, but I love to read in English now. But sometimes, especially for literature, reading in English is hard for me. When I feel so, I go back to read the book I have read already.

I listening to the classic book called “How to win friends and influence people” by Dale Carnegie. I have learned a lot of things from this. The difference between flattering and praise, not to criticize people, the power of smile, listening to people’s stories. Actually, this blog is not good. How many times have I used “I”? a lot. That means I strongly need to be approved by people. Many people feel same. Why not listening to their story, instead of talking about myself?

Also, I started reading “1Q84” by Haruki Murakami. I am big fun of him, but I kept reading same 5 books again and again. It is time to read new from him. I like the way of his writing. Even I am reading them in English, I can feel the atmosphere he made by his writing style.

I bought books or added books wishlist for the next. I am looking forward to reading them. And, the weather is very nice here, it is time to waste by reading.

This week is going well. The one biggest task in this week is to finish papers. Making the final draft is kind of hard and boring job. I have to correct a tons of small mistakes, check the references, change figures. Actually, making figures take forever!! But, anyway, it seems I could send the draft to coauthors by the end of this week. I spend 2 years to analyze. This wasn’t easy job. I am using the analysis method so called Pair distribution function analysis. This analysis method is developed for the study of amorphous or glass. For the amorphous and glass, there is no long range order like crystal, but there are distributions of the pair of atoms in that state. Our study is trying to apply this analysis method to the crystal. But, unfortunately, sometimes it is hard to find the clear evidences to claim new physics.

The other biggest task was Skype presentation for China. I have talked about my achievement so far and my strategy for 5 years. One thing, I strongly suggested them was building strong X-ray suite at the University. As far as I know, I have not seen that strong X-ray suite in China. I planned the X-ray suite in 5 years. After 5 years, maybe situation will be totally different now, but at that time, I will also finish building. I think our group will become very competitive.

These pictures are old place and new place,

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So,As I wrote here, I moved out old place. I have been living by myself for 12 years, I have always more than two rooms. I hate it because I have to clean two rooms. I usually spend cleaning up Saturday morning. Two rooms are too many to take care of. 2014-03-30 18.43.47New rooms is much smaller than ever I have lived, but I like it a lot.

Have a nice week everyone!!

 

Spring came!!

I have been out this blogging. I am so sorry. I have to catch up my solution for 2014. I have been spending hard time. I need to make several big decision lately, which make me very nervous. I could not focus on what I really have to do now. Still, I am a bit nervous though, my mind became much clearer. By the way, I will be in Charlotesville at least until end of May. If you are available, please tell me to get together!!

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One thing I want to thank past me is “You started playing music instrument”, one thing I want to thank current me is “You keep playing the guitar” and one thing I want to ask future me is “Do not stop playing even you cannot be a good player!!” This picture was taken with my teacher in Charlottesville. He is, like as many musicians, Barkeley educated and experienced musician. We had an session every Tuesday night. That was wonderful experience for me. He explained a lot of theory and tunes, and played with me. He always encouraged me to play by saying “Good playing, Shinichiro” I will miss him a lot. I learned a lot about American music and Jazz music.

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I went to American Physical society meeting on March 3-8 at Denver, CO. I made a presentation about recent my study. I was nervous enough to finish presentation much earlier than everyone expected. I am always advised not to speak fast in the presentation. As you could know, I failed. Since I had free time during the American physical society meeting, I and my colleague went to Evans mountains. The scenery was fabulous, I regret that I didn’t have good camera to take this great place. I decided to buy good camera soon.

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Spring came in Charlottesville, Virginia, U.S.A as well. Best season in year. One thing I like a lot in living at Virginia is the length of day. Even I finish working around 5 p.m., I can enjoy a cup of wine with dinner with full of sunlight. I like to have beer and wine after 5, please tell me if you can join me after work.

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I have been watching TV program called ”Numbers” which is action, suspense or detective story. The mathematician helps FBI to investigate unsolved case by using Mathematics. To be honest, I doubted that the application of mathematics doesn’t help investigation crime so much. But, this mathematician made a lot of good points. I realized that how Mathematics, Statistics, and Science could help to make the things clear. And I am exited to watch the mathematician’s enthusiasm to pursue the truth. Am I working on Physics with strong intuition and enthusiasm like him??

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I got a new computer. I am pretty excited. I bought thinkpad X1 carbon with core-i7, 8 G-byte memory, and 256 SSD. I spent $2100, but this is investment for my future me for several years. Let’s find out next bottom neck!! Did you say “It is you”??

I have heard from several friends. I would like to reply them with long email. Be happy with Spring, everyone!! Shinichiro Yano.