Two weeks have just passed since lockdown Sydney. And it will be going to like this for two more weeks. So far it is OK but we can’t keep going like this. We have done it before so maybe we can. Anyways, until we get vaccines, it is going to be like this. I hope this will end by the end of this year.
So today, I have two meetings. Both are good but I was not sure I did well at them. During the first meeting, I was a bit nervous because the other side was kind of my mentor when I was a PhD student. The meeting was for good but I had to decline the suggestion. I didn’t know how to do it. The second meeting is a mid-year review of my work and it went well. Personally, I am not doing well, I should have done better, to be honest, I always feel I could have done better. But he says I am doing good which is different from how I feel. These days, I am feeling I am not doing good I should work harder. Maybe I am writing a paper and feeling failing every day so maybe because of that. Let’s keep up. Get myself up to meaningful work. I hope I can figure it out during the weekend.
Now, I started working more on the conferences and meeting maybe I should talk to more people. Now, I should expand my area of research and network while I keep investing time in my expertise. Let’s thinking about it this weekend.