We are still lockdown time. We can only wander around in our local government area. But we can still find a omewhere to go since our LGA is big enough. I was a bit scared to go out far so I still haven’t done it so I just took walk near our apartment. We went to the Como Pleasure Ground just 10 min’s driving from our apartment. It is nice to go out during this hard time. I saw many boats here, hope I can buy one of them soon.
I got a nice day today. I could run this morning and play video games in the afternoon. I am watching Good Girls on Netflix, I can’t stop watching the show. Anything else? No. I can space out my mind. It is a good day I didn’t need to think at all. I just enjoy a day.
These days I am feeling better than before. I had anxiety last several years but now I feel generally better. I am getting 40 years old soon in a year. In my life, what have I done? I can see the course I will go to, I can predict what my life will be if I don’t have kids. For work-life, I know what I can do but I can imagine how much I can do in near future. I can’t be a 1st class physicist for sure however I try from now to be 2nd class or 3rd class one. Maybe I can do some small works but not a big contribution to physics. But I will try my best, you know?
Financially, I am not rich, I won’t be. Even I try hard I can predict roughly how many assets I gonna have in my lifetime. It is not much but still, I can do something for this community. I will do my best to create knowledge by writing papers and help the economy grow by investing some money.
What I learnt this morning is the world is getting divided between developed countries and developing countries. For now, it looks fine but after the developed countries open up their country after the 2nd dose of vaccinations, because a lot of developing countries are not vaccinated so they can’t get back on the track on time, so developed countries are getting back on track of growth but developing countries will lag. Unfortunately, in the next twelve months, something big can happen like some currency default. I need to be careful and patient. Since the GFC, it has passed more than 10 years, everyone felt something bad happen in the economy during COVID-19 but I will feel the next big thing can happen after this Covid-19. Be prepared as always. I should be careful like always.