I guess I am tired.

The week has passed so fast. Sydney stays lockdown so I don’t have many things to do. Anyways, I can relax a bit during the weekend and hopefully, I can get back energy for the next week. July has almost finished, time flies so fast. Now I have something to worry about. My visa is expiring soon, I need to prepare the documents to renew. Hope everything goes smoothly.

This terrible time, I should focus on what I have. For work, I can focus on what I should do now. For life, I should keep my mind healthy. If I can be active in exercise that would be great. I want to take a walk near a beach which I can’t do much. Having coffee at a cafe was also good. Also going shopping was fun every browsing, I didn’t realise. Also travelling was fun, I should do more when the normal life comes back.

I have booked my vaccine for two doses. Hope I can get them in time. I am a bit worried about side effects but nothing I can do about it.

I drink alcohol only Friday usually. I used to drink a lot even on weekdays. But now I am feeling tired the next day after I drink. I guess I am getting older. I know it. But I could not realise before I drink less. Since I run every morning, so I can tell my body is tired and I run slower than usual. I liked drinking so I am feeling sad. But anyway, this is the body I have to work with.

What is everybody up to? I am not feeling like I would like to do something. I like writing but I can’t spend all day just writing. Researching physics is my job so I am happy to do it. But I don’t feel like doing it during the weekend. Does somebody say playing music instrument? Maybe I can but I just don’t feel like it. Maybe I am already tired of lockdown.

Just hope, the lockdown will end in a month. So we can start some research in my office. I like watching YouTube and Netflix but I can’t do it all day. Maybe I start writing more in the morning. So I can find more time to research to write in detail. I will try it tomorrow.